Monday, October 6, 2008
heys ya'll.idk how to explain wad im feeling now..
well, it goes like tis..
wanted to mit him today, he said ok. but instead went to his CEKGU house to get money. i waited lyke crazy at d bus stop. 20 mins. 55 passed, didnt board it. lucky. cos he said mit tmr instd. n i was like.. wtf ?? dah lamer aku tunggu kat bustp tu, dier ckp mit besok ?? saper tak marah..im sorry syg but i am kinda angry. but u noe wat ?? i tk lepaskn rase geram ataw mrh i kat u. i tak pernah uat cam tu ayg. n how about u ? yes, u pernah. byk kali. sorry if im being straight forward but i just cant stand it alr b. u kater u tk money face. well, i tink tats wrong cos u'd rather go to ur cekgu house to increase ur collection den miting me. i tak tawu ah klaw kwn u pakser or u yg nak. anw i haf no rite to control hidop u knn ? n i dont fucking care abt it anw. just forget abt it. nak mit esok kan? just mit. mls nak bobal agy ah. btw sory if i m a burden to u.
i tried to hold back my tears on my way home. but now i just cant. i may b a cry baby but i dont fcking care aites. hais maths paper tmr..my day keeps getting worse..
can i kill myself pleezz ?????
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