Friday, August 22, 2008

just came back from Adam Road. ate roti prata. had fun. now i side mummy. i hate nenek. and abang. abang sux. nenek sux. they sux to d fuckin damn core. hais. just now had a chance to mit shyg for awhile. i lurve him. let us e together pleezz. wif no disturbances. can ?? at least for one whole day. i beg u larhh !!!!! i nid to be wif him !!!

with all of my heart shyg, i lurve u so very much. i swear to u tat u're my one n ony. i swear tat i will nvr break ur hart. i swear tat i will love u for all eternity. my love for u is pure, it comes without a price. i cant take a risk to loose u. b mine forever pleez. does anybody even understand how i feel right now ?? im d gurl in d middle. its all crap. old2 oso wana fight ?
stop it larh u guys. set a gud example for d younger ones pleezz !! i wana thank kak syafa and shyg for being a listening ear. im glad they understood how i felt. luv u two soo much !

first period was IT. had to do project. i did a mind map on geography: high-tech farming. then it was science. chong as me to sit bside peace (phm2 kan je larh). lame lame lame. then bla bla bla. did not understand wat she was talking abt. then 9.40, recess. ate ate ate. den went to D&T. tried to complete my work. hrms. they are going ahead of me. not w8ing for me. abit fedup. den afiq & glenn (immature freaks) disturbed me. irritated. no time to entertain boys like 'em.

now w8ing to go to hospital. hais. i wana hug u shyg !! imy so very damn mucchh !! gosshhh
klahs gona write sumore l8r. byex

Wednesday, August 20, 2008

do u feel like u wana knock ur head into something hard when u cant do/get what u want ? i do. oh why does it af to b him ? i pity him so very much. i have never seen a guy with that much patience before. he has to overcome obstacles, more difficult then what i'm facing. i have to be patient too. school, friends, family, we are bound to face misunderstandings. & now, im learning to be patient like him.

school was, as usual, boring. my group (me, eva, afrina, mardhiah) had to do our short skit today. lame. azri's group was funny. then it was pe. played badminton outside hall wif ainnal, amalia n ct. my badminton skills improved. hehe. i suck at badminton, seriously. then, we gossiped about stuff. then went off to d canteen for recess. i couldnt eat cos was fasting (pay back). so i just sat there and read my book. after we finished, we went to get changed. then it was history. mr kuan came in for only less than 30 min. he left us alone until the bell rang. so u could imagine d class making alot of noise. then it was malay, boring as usual. english was next. got to know my CA2 marks for english and literature. English: 75, Lit: 94. i lurfed those marks. hehe. then assembly. was about d trips to Shandong, Cambodia, Vietnam & Inner Mongolia. different groups of students took turns to share wif d lower sec students about their experience. 2.10, end of school.

standing by ur side, that's what i'll do. eventhough im not really there with you. i will never break ur heart or make u sad. that's a promise. making ur day bright is what i'll do. i really really miss you. i want to meet u but when ? my atok condition is critical. he may go anytime . but something seems to be holding him back. he' suffering. i cant stand to c him suffer lyke this for 2 months. he's soul will b free soon. that's why i could not meet u for now my dear. and u understood. im glad u did. understanding and patient. that's what u are. & that's why i love u. i'll oways b wif u, eventhough im not beside u physically, i'll b bside u mentally and emotionally. i dont even understand what im typing about. its all crap. hehes.

EXTRA EXTRA
fight between group A, person A and person B.

Tuesday, August 19, 2008

"hanya cinta suciyang akan hidup mekar dan subur sepanjang musim" extracted from Kesturi.

ohh what a day..first was Science, boringg. then was english, did vocab worksheet. then recess woohoo ! the next two periods were replaced wif tis one s.e.a.b exam. luckily, i got an english paper. for those who had maths papers, they had to suffer cos they cannot use calculators and had to depend on brain power. hehe :] me is lil miss lucky heehees :} however, the paper is useless. i mean the marks are not counted in our CA2. bullshit kann ??
hais. i wrote alot for d compo siia. waste my energy ony. then it was literature, borriinng. then art, hais, oso boringg. at last 2.10 !! yayyy !! now i can go c my shyg

walked half way to d bus stop wif amalia, ainnal n ct. then ainnal halaw me. so i go lorhx. so, i walked alone to the bus stop. took 55 all the way to j8. had to w8 for shyg for abt more than half an hour. sat at coffee bean, read my book. like innocent gurl hehes :] then he came. at last. went to mcdonalds to eat. he blanja me filet o'fish. thanks shyg !! shared a meal wif him. then, he want to carry my bag. such a gentleman (chehh. hehe) . we walked2 and then went to d rooftop (i tink). sat at playground but kena halaw by d security guard. hais. paisehh. den, went to a cd shop. looked around. suddenly, he put his arms around my waist. it felt gud. i held his hand tightly. then went to a few other shops. had fun. hehe. then was tyme to go home. he sent me to bugis inter. went to one corner, granted his wish, a kiss (on cheeck) then he kissed me, on cheeck n neck. oooohhh i hugged him for so long. he continued to kiss. then got one lady want to pass by. paiseyh again !! haixx. then waited for bus. came home around 7.55 . lucky mummy not home. if not, kena scolding already siiaa. hehes

hais,
i cant leave him.
i can never leave him
i wana b wif him forever.
i love him forever.
070708

Monday, August 18, 2008

usah diusik rasa hati yang rajuk..Kesturi by Fatinilam Sari Ahmad. i really love reading this book. it has ups and downs, can almost relate to what im experiencing or will b experiencing in lyfe. seriuously. not jiwang okeyys.
well, to me its not. im just reading a book..is tat jiwang ? wadever larh ..

school today was ok. first period was reading, i read d book Does "My Head Look Big In This?" by idk hu cos i left my bok under my desk..hehes..then went back to class and had science lesson..ohh ya, i haent finish my science workbook..i will do it l8r lah hehe :] . then, had recess then malay..boring . after that went back to class for english. went to 2 classrooms, full of NLB books. me, eva, ainnal n ct gossipped about alot of stuff (erherms2). then, we had maths, last period (at last !). we had a fun last period. we learnt about probability. some cool stuff.
and got to eat sweets aft d class ended hehe :]

then it was band . fuuhs tiring mann. although we just did tuning for most of d tyme. and only played a song for 1 hr..wasted kan ?? haix.. nvm larh. i haf to go band now, cos no more upper sec. so haf to help d sec ones. they're seriously struggling. u guys have to catch up owytes !! i actually wanted to skip and cos shyg wanted to mit me soo badly.. but he as to understand, i haf to take my job as a senior wif full responsibility. i hope u understand cyg.. n im sorry. i will blanja u k .. hehe


klahs till here for now.
bye2, gudnyte Singapore
hehe
ily shyg

Friday, August 15, 2008

oh em gee
well,
its very simple actually..
i lurff him,
he lurff me..
he kissed me,
i kissed him..
n it was lyke
OOOOOOOHHHHHHH
fuyoohh!!
haha
klarh bye
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ilhsvdm !!

Tuesday, August 12, 2008

TELL ME THE TRUTH NO MORE JIWANG FROM ME OK !!
HAPPIE??!!

=.=
wdv larhs
today sux lyke hell
felt so damn sickish aft returned frm skool
den, had to tell syg tat i cnt make it to mit him..
den he's angry..
i apologised to him tons of times..
omost wanted break
but phews...
did not..
we sorted out things on d phone..
he omost got scolding from his teacher for skipping remedial,
partly bcos of me..
im very2 very2 sory ayg..

Saturday, August 9, 2008

HEYY WORLDD !!
the heart of syauqina alyani daughter of morshid,
haf once again being melted by
her super-duper mr purrfect..
hehes
oh.em.gee !!
i lurff today
&&i lurff him :}

First;
we met at sgh polar
den sat nearby playground
he laid on my shoulder..
i played with his hands..

Second;
mom omost cuming,
went up for a while
went down again
but had to go up again
decided to bring syg wit me :]

Third;
we sat at staircase,
d two of us alone..
in peace..
he continued to lie on my shoulder..
talked2
then,
he laid on my lap..
gahhhs
i played with his hair
wanted to kiss his forehead but..
scared hehes :}

Fourth;
had to go already..
but i didnt wana leave him
then, he asked for a hug..
&& i gave him one..
i enjoyed every single moment of that hug
we hugged for lyke 2 mins..
i didnt wana let go..
but i had to..

then, went into lift..
felt like hugging him again..
OHHH I LURFF UU !!!
ayg, i nk ngn u slalu..
i syg u byk2 taw..

it's very hard to mit him sey
mom will oways ask..
n she treats me lyke a KID..
haissxx
sianxx

luckily i haf syg..
i would haf given up my lyffe if he was not here,,
n to frens out there,
we're jus a normal couple kayyss :]
hehes
klahs tkcrs !!

Friday, August 8, 2008

gahhhss !!
i now don wana leave him
EVER !!
he's mine for gud !

my heart melted,
when you laid ur head
onto my shoulder
i wana b urs forever..

my heart
beated fast and slow
at the same time,
im like d luckiest girl on earth
to be with you
today, and forever..

you made all my worries
fade away,
you made me think of you
always..

if only today could last forever
but that was not to be..
until we meet nxt tyme,
my handsome prince..

how my poem ?
ok?
hehes
im strtng to get gud in tis poem writing thingy
hehes
i bought him a frendship band..
i hope he doesnt lose it..
if he does, i will b very2 angry i tell u !!
hehe jk2
i lurp u ayg

Sunday, August 3, 2008

oh gaawwdd !!
i miss him so much !!!!
i cant take this anymore..
i wana b bside him oways
i wana wake up every morning
n c him bside me,
hugging me tight
not letting me go..
i wana hold his hand forever
until death do us part..
i really lurve this guy !!
does he luv me ?
i guess he does..
but im not convinced enuff..
well, here's a vid
ndp fireworks

Saturday, August 2, 2008

Friday, August 1, 2008

AFRINA !!
i update alr k
happy ??
hahahas
heys all :}
hrms
today like normal ony..
syg called me in d morning,
{gosh i miss him loads}
ainnal said his voice so matured..
hahas
n he said ainnal noisy :}
hehes..sorry ainnal f u offended
[sorry on behalf of him]
dhen, went to school..
mythi was left bhind wit her boifey
so dey can talk2
hehes ;}
then had lessons..
den went to fetch wani
called syg..
{i miss his voice ok [: }
then went home..
check frenster, mail
n now im here,
posting abt my day
hehes
im sad
cos my syg is sick.
if i live bside his house,
i can alr take care of him..
get well soon syg !!
i noe u sick cos u missed me..
hehes :}
erms erms erms ..
here's another mxg frm him tat made me melt;

there was once a guy and a girl riding a motorbike at 100km/h down a deserted road. The girl said, "can you slow down? i think you're going too fast." Then the guy said, "then say that you love me." And so the girl did so.Then the guy said,"if you want me to slow down, give me a hug." and again, the girl did so. finally the last thing he said, "can you take off my helmet and put it on? its bugging me." the girl, now trembling took and wore the helmet. The next day, the local news reported two peopls riding a bike crashed into a building, only one survived. The guy asked the girl to say she loved him cos the guy found out the brakes were broke and he didnt want to tell the girl. He wanted a farewell hug and he asked her to put take off hi helmet and to put it on bcos he knew that only one will survive..

SWEET LAH !!!
ilysdvm syg
tis mxg was forward-ed to ainnal, mythili, amalia and mardhiah..
hehes
hrms
mayb c-ing syg l8r at hosptl..
but now he sick
so idk if he's cuming
i tink i shuld let him rest n we can mit another day..
his health is more impt ryte ?
klahs
gtg
bye2
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