Tuesday, September 30, 2008

wow wow wow.
haha. tmr is hari raya alr. cant believe it. hrms wad i did for tmr :
- cut hair concave
- do henna
- clean up house
- buy new baju raya
- buy new accesories
- sing lagu raye !!
hehe
i miss my syg soo much. hehe. hrms well, atok is now home. just in time for hari raya. cool kann. den tmr not goin solat raye. haf to stay hme n help mummy do kitchen stuffs.
hais. currently tired n bored. haf to go teman nini go play bunga api l8r at void deck. sianx. tired siia. i oso dono y. since tat aftnn. i tink its cos i nvr sahor. im weak. i criously cant stand it sia. hrms i wana sleep ah.
bye

Sunday, September 28, 2008

heys all, back to posting. just now ate yummy yummy pizza for buka :D .. didnt noe wad's d matter wif syg..i wana forgive him but will he do it again ?

i want d whole world to noe wat he sent me.

"Gare2 u i betekak dgn mk i bey skr pe u nk mjok? Mjok urh cket pun i tkde heran arh!.."

my knees felt weak. i didnt haf d mood to do anyting, except cry..talked to abg nazirul (Thnx abg for helping) and din..hais..i forgive him..i nvr felt anyting lyke tat b4..idk wat i felt, confused, angry, sad, guilty...hrms well, d past remains as history..tmr english paper. and friday geo paper.. all d best to me..hmm. haf to do henna for mummy, 2 sis n myself later. sianx. then pack bag. den sleep. heyhey all.
sad news. my nnk from brunei just passed awy, stroke. n i shivered like siao. she at sahor wif family. but didnt wake up aft 11 am. family tried to wake her up, didnt wake up. :'( she's d youngest among all of my nnk's family. and hari raye is just not d same witout her. i just cant believe she's gone....
may allah bless her soul. anw, atok may come home tmr:D yay ! he may not know tat it is hari raye but at least he's home. hrms. n baju raye, kasut raye alr bought ytd. baju color : beige.
its nice ! simple yet sweet yet nice. hehe.
hrms. i wana do my hw ferst.
will post again l8r aites :D

Friday, September 26, 2008

heys all ! its four more days aites. hahas. hrms, just now had drama performance. was great! luckily no nid show hat. haha ! mine look like shit. hahas. but still have to wear it some other day. CRAPS ! wdv uhs. hrms. syg had his first paper today. english paper. i hope he did well for his first paper :D gd luck syg. mine will start nxt monday. im not tat stressed about english cos its one of mine fav subjects :) i tink im gona do well in my compo. im strong in tat. and nxt friday is geo paper. haf to study geo nxt whole week. shits ! last minute revision is what i hate. && sci. OMG. tons and tons of topics to revise. and tons and tons of memorising has to be done. crapz !! i hope i do well overall. i don wana fail any subject. i wana go to d class tat i want nxt yr. all d best to me :D

tmr will be going to geylang in d morning to do last min harii raye shopping. gone buy baju raya!! i wan LIME GREEN pleezz !! hehe. aft tat going to J.B to buy kueh n other stuff. its gona b damn cramp in d car siiaa. haha ! haf to bare wif it. and then on sunday, gona cut hair (mayb) and do henna for family. im d henna designer (cheh cheh) haha !..
c, i told u kn syg, it will all go by in a blink. it was lyke ytd first day of puasa. n now last four days n we all panic2 raye. haha !

its not fair seyy. y must we haf exams during hari raye ?!?! NOT FAIR !! on first day of raye haf to study liaox. NOT FAIR !! haiss.. wdv lahh..
okok gtg bye bye :D

Thursday, September 25, 2008

heys to all. hrms, now at aunty's house, supposed to help make kueh tart. but decided to play comp instead. harhars. hmm, just now in school, tons of things happened. first period was english. did corrections for comprehension. i got 23/50. bad bad bad. haha lyke i care ! then it was history. quickly rushed to finish history hw cos didnt complete it. left afew more qw ony. then recess, lepak-ed at malay class for a while, then follow amalia n siti go duty. then malay, did revision ws. then it was maths. got 3 maths ws as revision. i feel more relaxed now, cos i can practise more :) and went through maths prac paper 1. then it was drama class. went to hall for rehersals. tomorrow is d real thing. noting big actually. then it was geo. lepak-d in d toilet for awhile, then behind d class. but soon huat sabo-d us so haf to go in. act natural haha. then write write write utl hand pain, stayed back to finish up art project. mine looked lyke crap. haha. wad d fuck do i care knn. then was fetched by nk mai. went to adam road, bought food, fetch ummi, blah blah blah and we're home.
got ready for buka, 6.59, ate ate ate. then solat. then off we went to nek mai's house. n here i am, typing about my day. haha. boring kann ?! wdv larhs. story of my life gitu lorhs.
hmm. wat else to talk about. oh ya. got geo hw. must write write write again. sianxx !!
dah ah bye larhs

Monday, September 22, 2008

oh yesh people. its cuming. n on hari raye ?? it sux larh knn. n i pity my syg. nvr ending stress. its ok b. im oways here for u kay. ilysvm b. his strts this friday. mine strts nxt monday.
first paper english. no prob . its science and geo tat im worried abt. i better start revision tmr. hmms but staying bck tmr to finish up my art. hais. aft tat i guess. thanks alex for being my listening ear. i needed to release my anger.
hrms. i haf to set my goals straight n strive for excellence. i want to go to a gud class sia. i don wana wast it all now. i haf to do my best for this upcoming streaming exams. i just nid support frm ppl tat i lurve, but i dont seem to b getting any. i have faith in myself. i noe i can do it. OK ! revsion starts tomorrow. no more hesitating. i have to do it now or nvr.
now trying to comfort syg. its hard to comfort him. y must ppl ard him b so bad to him ? i guess im d ony one hu truly lurves him. i will shower all of my lurve to him. i love him.

will everything return back to normal ? or will it just stay as it is. people say that love is d adventure of our lives. an adventure that truly hurts. but it is enjoyable at times. love starts off as frends. and then we get closer n closer, and soon, we are lovers. sharing our deepest secrets and our lives. but suddenly, it comes to d edge of a cliff. and how to end it ? simple. tears, broken hearts. thats how it always ends. but we all try to enjoy ourselves before it happens. those who are faithful, will haf their love tied together utl death do them part. that is the only everlasting love.
we survive through thick and thin. that's when love gets serious.and i will experience that some day. an everlasting love.

Saturday, September 20, 2008

whee !!
im back to posting !!
hehes
thanks to ayh long :}
he donated to as a keyboard.
whooo !!
hehes
wow.
aft 1 mth of no psting.
i feel like..erm i feel like..
actually, idk wat i feel like.
hahas !
alot happened.
we had our 2mth anni, during puasa.
i had my first real kiss at a park.
but got alot of disturbance.
hahas
well, exams are in 9 more days.
tat was fast siiaa
n hari raye is cuming in 10 more days
whoo !!
its all going by too fast i tell u !!
hahas
hmm
abt frends, i don wana talk abt it.
makes me sick by just tinking abt it.
gossips here, hatret there,
i haf no time to think abt tat now.
i haf to concentrate in my studies !!
well, i have strtd my revision.
but..hmm, at least i strtd rite ?
hehes
he also str his revision n his exams r cuming
in another 6 more days.
n his bdae is in 32 days..hehe..
happie bdae in advance to u syg.
may ur exams pass wif flying colors.
n 10 mre days ayg.
aft puasa we can do watever we want 2gether
hehe.
as usual, we r in love.
hehe
everlasting love (i hope so)
:)
aint tat romantic ? hehe
hrms..i guess tats all. hehe.
tkcrs to all !!